change is good but it's hard. a lot of things are about to change.
so i made a big decision. i'm applying for a YWAM DTS (Discipleship Training School). i'm leaving my job, my family, my friends, my church and i'm going away. my goal is to attend YWAM Denver for their january-may session. i'm so excited it's not even funny and i'm just as scared.
yet somehow i'm at peace about it. i need to do this. it's time for me to spend some quality time developing my relationship with christ. it's so easy to get so busy "doing" that you neglect the "relationship." that's where i'm at. i do so much and don't get me wrong, i love it. but at the same time i know it's not right.
this is the first step in a lot of steps and i understand that. i just know God is going to use this experience to clarify some things in my life.
so please pray for me. pray that i would be at the center of God's will. pray that everything works out the way God wants it to.
there are so many feelings going on inside me right now. it's hard to sort through them all.
God, thank you that you are constant and your love never fails. through my weaknesses you are made strong. where would i be without your love?