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Susan


April 9th, 2001

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wow... i just got back from the concert and it was so much fun. (minus stacie orrico that is). i don't know why but i just didn't really enjoy her part of the concert. she had these 4 back-up dancers and the clothes they wore and the way they danced didn't really thrill me. it reminded me too much of brittany spears. ugh... but i did enjoy rachael lampa. she was very down to earth and humble. she did a great job. she really tore it up out there. go girl! and then... oh baby! plus one came out! i don't care what anyone says, boy band or not... they are some fine looking young men let me tell you. and they know how to put on a show. they held my attention. :) they were just so adorable. me, katie, and lyr stood on our chairs and we had a perfect view of them. kate took a whole bunch of pictures. they just really did a great job. some of the girls in the audience were a little (ok, majorly) out of hand. one girl went so far as to make a poster that said, "will you be my prom date?" HOW PATHETIC IS THAT??? we got a good laugh out of that one. i guess we figured cause it's a christian concert that the people wouldn't be so focused on the guys. we were wrong. but plus one did a really good job of ministering the gospel. they each spoke and gave testimonies and really gave all the glory to God. i found that really awesome and it blessed me. right in the middle of the concert they broke out into "i could sing of your love forever." it was so annointed. one of the guys played the piano, another played the guitar and another played the bongos. and then the 2 other guys sang. just goes to show they may be in a "boy band" but they are talented musicians. i could go on forever, but i'm really tired and i need to go to bed.

bleh, i have so much more to say. we stopped at mcdonalds on the way home cause we were starving and the poor girl that was working there just wanted somebody to talk to. i felt bad for her... needless to say it took us about 15 mins to get our food. oh well...

i need to get off cause katie's bugging me. goodnite.
Current Mood:
sleepy sleepy
Current Music:
plus one (duhhh)
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i am so tired it's not even funny... all that driving yesterday and the concert just wore me out. but here i am at work and i can't take a nap. bummer... :(

on a good note i just found out that our dance team is performing easter sunday. we're doing one of our new dances and there's only 5 of us in it (including me). i'm so excited. yay! i love dancing, it's so much fun!

it is really hot outside today. and here i am in a sweatshirt and jeans. thank God for air conditioning. :)

well i have tons of orders to type. ugh, i better get back to work.

Current Mood:
hot hot
Current Music:
Jennifer Knapp - When Nothing Satisfies
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well i have been reading some journals and i think i found one thing in common. EVERYONE WANTS TO FALL IN LOVE! it's this age (about 18-22 or so). everybody is searching for it. they want to find that one special person that they "click" with, that they can laugh with and cry with and experience new things with... and some of these people are so torn up about not having that person yet. (and i do include myself in this). it's like we're all looking so hard, but we forget that God has it all planned out already. it's just easy to get impatient, esp when all around you you see people in love- or so it seems. i guess my biggest fear is that no one will ever accept me for who i am, faults and all. i am so far from perfect and there are a million other girls out there that are prettier than me and funnier than me and i guess i just get scared sometimes that i'll always be alone. i don't mean to get all sappy, but it's just something i've been thinking about a lot lately. and it's great to have friends that will come alongside you and tell you how cool you are and all that jazz... but it's just not the same.

i guess the thing i've been learning is that my love for God has to come before anything else in my life. if i make finding a "guy" a bigger priority than knowing God more, than God's probably not gonna drop mr. perfect in my lap. i mean, God's a jealous God. He's the creator of everything and He wants our full attention. when we make God #1, then things will begin to fall into place and He'll start blessing us with the things we want (and need).

so i guess i just want to say to myself and all the rest of you out there that are confused about life and love- give God your full heart. do what you can to serve Him now, while you're young and God'll bless you for that.

ok, that's the end of my schpeel... i hope that made some sense. if not, oh well... i think i made myself feel better at least. :)
Current Mood:
grateful grateful
Current Music:
Lifehouse - Cling and Clatter
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i hate thunderstorms. i'm such a wuss. well sometimes i don't mind them. but i get scared easily and i'm not too fond of lightening. that's the one thing i don't like about summer... too many gosh darn storms. grr...

well lyryn and mark came over but we're not doing anything. everybody's broke (except me) so we can't do anything that involved money- which is practically everything!

poor lyryn really got herself burnt today. i feel really bad for her. my mom's putting aloe all over her and she gave her asprin. she's pampering her and i think lyr's enjoying it. (she loves getting spoiled... hehe).

i think i'm gonna scan some more pics cause i'm bored.

Current Mood:
content content
Current Music:
none... 7th heaven's on
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well everybody's gone now. we didn't do ANYTHING. oh well. i painted my nails. they look all purdy now. hehe...

i should really get to bed but i won't. why do i torture myself like this? lol... i know i'll regret it in the morning. oh well.

later taters!!!

Current Mood:
silly silly
Current Music:
some health channel show my mom is watching
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