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Susan


February 23rd, 2001

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i'm not in a great mood today. i just read some lj entries that really made me upset. why is it that everytime i try and do something good, it gets turned around into bad? what bothers me even more is that no one knows the intentions of my heart. only God does. they call me a judgemental christian and then turn around and judge me. well, i'm sorry but it doesn't work that way.
Current Mood:
upset
Current Music:
lifehouse
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aaaaahhhhh.... i hate it when i'm in a situation and i feel like there is nothing i can do to change how i feel or how the people i hurt feel. i hate not being able to control it. my emotions are going crazy right now and i just feel so helpless. i'm a strong person yet i can't do anything. i hate this. i hate it when i don't have the words to say to somebody when they're upset or confused. my instinct tells me to just hold them and tell them it's going to be ok.... but i can't do that. not in this situation. i'm just gonna give it to God. He's the only one that can mend the situation and turn the bad things into good. i need to stop relying on myself and start relying on Him more.

i talked to don this morning and things are cool again. so i'm happy about that. :) you rock don! just keep smiling.

alrighty. i'm off again.

~peace~

Current Mood:
aggravated aggravated
Current Music:
"everything" ~lifehouse
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i'm in a good mood now. i finally talked to jenn. she's a really nice person. so go say hi.

alright. later y'all.

Current Mood:
happy happy
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